Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.'
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me
Over You-Chris Daughtry
special for my first love;;
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.'
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me
Over You-Chris Daughtry
special for my first love;;
nunggu 5 taon kaya org bego n nerima kenyataan kalo gw sedarah sm lo. nunggu 5 taon dan dengan ikhlas nerima semua tingkah nyakitin lo. gw bukan robot. ada yg tau gmn skitnya gw wktu itu? gada. gada satupun. ada org yg ngerti gmn skitnya nunggu berlama'' n harus terima kenyataan pait. pait d antara yg terpait. ada yg ngerti? gada. gada satupun. ada yg ngerti rasanya, wktu msa kecil lw yg slalu lw jadiin tumpuan kenangan buat slalu setia ternyata cuman omong kosong, ternyata ga berharga. lo inget semuanya. tp dia lupa semuanya. lo frustasi sm kata sedarah. lo pengen mati. dy apa? dy ga ngapa''in. lo jd ga kenal syp dia skrng. dy org laen. dy bukan org yg dlu gw suka. tp gw sadar. dy ya dya. dengan segala tingkah nyakitinnya itu dy ada d sini skrng. hati gw ud terlalu sakit bwt inget semuanya. gw g akan pernah bs lupa hr dmn saat lo prgi gtu aja. gw ga akan pernah bs lupa gmn skitnya hati gue. gw ga minta lw ngerti. gue ga minta lw jadi lo yg dlu. lo yg gw kenal. gw cuman pengen lo inget smuanya n hargain itu. anggep itu satu'' ny kenangan d antara kt. itu aja. tp gue tau lo ga akan bisa. g akan. lo buta skrng. lo syp skrng? gw ga tau. gw ga kenal lo yg skrng.
gw benci lo. rasa sakit ini g akan pernah bs ilang. smp kapanpun. bahkan mski suatu saat nnti lo jd lo yg dlu. lo inget semuanya yg dlu prnh trjadi. lo minta maav setulus apapun itu semua ga akan negrubah rasa sakit gue. too late..
huuft.
akhirnya.
keluar jg semua uneg'' gw.
cuman kenginget msa lalu. msa lalu yg ga penting!
=)
